I AM SO BORED.
GREY'S WAS PRETTY DEC.
PROBABLY I WON'T BE ABLE TO SLEEP LATER EVEN THOUGH I HAVEN'T HAD CAFFEINE TODAY.
I STUDIED ALL AFTERNOON BEFORE GREYS AND AM TOO WORN OUT TO DO MORE.
I DECIDED NOT TO GO OUT BECAUSE NOT MANY GIRLS WERE GOING AND THOSE GOING WERE KIND OF A CROWD I'D END UP WALKING HOME BY MYSELF IN THE RAIN. AND NOW I'M BORED. AND I'VE ALREADY SEEN ALL OF MY MOVIES MULTIPLE TIMES.

there is this kid/guy in my modes class who I think likes me and it makes me want to throw up not just a little in my mouth but, like, over a toilet because he is so creepy. he's very large and has wears t-shirts and sweatshirts with the neck cut out of them because his head is too big to fit through the normal hole. he facebook messages me creepy comments based on my profile. I want to unfriend him, but that would be pretty rude. tuesday he stuck is tongue out today. today he asked me if i was okay during the break because I got a bloody nose and left (that was the first of three nosebleeds today, and the second time I've left class this year because of them. this also happened on multiple occasions last year). And his name is Jeremy but he goes by "J". That's right, the letter J. LAME

I would rather no one pays me attention because if you think about it, only creepy guys do. Is there something about me that calls out for overweight boys? Like, the only reason I wish I were prettier is so that I could intimidate them all into not talking about me because clearly something about me is calling out "hey, smelly overweight creeper with no decent clothes or sense of humor and go only by your first initial, come talk to me!"

It's just funny how people like Katie and Mary always have guys in their lives and I gaurentee "J" would never talk to them. And clearly all Soo has to do is tell people she is Soo Oh, Sandra's sister and she's got like a zillion dates.

I'm really not miserable about not having a guy and am not sure I expect any particular action, I'm just miserable about the ones I can get. LEAVE ME ALONE! I want to tell them.

Geesh.

But I'm bored and I wandered. I just thought I'd update because we know Kate likes to put a comment out there about whats going on in her life, and it's weird to do it on an old post :) just kidding.

TTYL